February 16th — Daniel is finally well and off to school, but Sara is now running a 102 fever. The radiation nurse asked me if I was having any fatigue. I told her I was but it wasn’t radiation-related, it was because I have sick children who need their mother’s love. And now I’m feeling sick. Doesn’t the radiation kill any viruses or germs in the air around me as it’s zapping my cells? Look at the picture of all my hair — it’s wavy on top so I feel a bit like a poodle.