Ocyober 26th — I’m tayping this and not correcting my neuropathy cuased typos. Usually I type just fine and don’ thave to make many corrections. You can see how the finger numbness and tingling are affecting my posts. I atually got through that last sentence without mistakes. I hope thi sis my last post with the b y now boring tttle of Damned Chemo! I want to fee l 100 percent better now that the l ast of my TAxol poisonings is through, butof course I don’t because my wrists ache and fingers and to es are numb. When they aren’t numb, they are tingly. I’m taking th supplements but at some point the toxins just have to work their way ouut. I’ve even had to take off my wedding rings becuase my diamonds were causing calluses on my pinkie finger where they were rubbing. I hadn’t evenfelt or noticed the sore spots due to my last few weeks’ of neuropathy. I’m tired and grumpy because I want immediate good health to return and can’t even read a book or flip through a magazine because my finge rs can’t turn the pag es. This will all start to dissipate t his week but for right no w, I’m grumpy when I should be euphoric. I think I’m also pro cessing thhe fact that extenrally “normal” life is returning but on the inside, I feel anything but “normal.” Ah, discusss amongst yourselves, what is normal anyway?
One of my favorite quotes “normal is only a setting on your dryer”. Hang in there, such a huge hurdle behind you. Praying for you.